Nothing here is in order, just as my mind was for so long?


How did I endure, can you endure? Only Time will Tell!
Every Deceiver, every manipulater, every Stewart, claimed that he was
"Above it All" over and over, until one day You can't think straight


These scattered stories, questions, and images mirror how hidden "grips" (cults, trauma, control) shatter the mind during entrapment... and how we slowly piece freedom back together in recovery.
A Bird trapped in an open cage?
~A mask hiding someone, something? ~
The key in sight,the mind won't allow you to retrieve!
The leader sometimes called Emergency meetings while on Layover at an Airport to who knew in his hotel room!!!!!

They can talk us into trapping ourselves

This is me at 67, Michelle from chapter1 (real name Susan) and her husband Tom invited me to their house for Thanksgiving dinner 2025, currently I am living in stroke rehab

this is me around 1980 - 1982 during my COBU years with my arm on Jim's shoulder my best friend from high school at a meeting somewhere

this is me 2025 just wanting to see what I looked like in a suit. So far i've keot going after my stroke.
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